This is a poem i wrote many years ago when i was not a Christian!! I use to be into witchcraft and satanic worship I was a drug dealer and a low life and was trapped in a world of darkness. But because God showed mercy on me i was able to accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior. This poem shows how i felt at that time i was very lost and very confused.
Calls In The Night
I call into the night I look into the sky’s I ask them will they
save me or will this be my last goodbyes
The pain is so intense the mornings never come im lost in this darkness will my end ever come.
I walk into the void I leave the world behind seeking only darkness a place where I can hide.
I hide inside this void where no one dares to come did I truly save myself have i really won.
The hole once dug for me was never quite filled in
I should have been inside it it would have surly been my end.
In my dreams And nightmares im buried there alive as i slowly suffocate I see the ending of my life.
But as fate would have it i am still here to suffer in this torment haunted by my fears.
I call into the night I look into the sky’s I ask them will they save me or will this be my last goodbyes
FallenAngelDeathsHand was my old nickname years ago i was a very dangerous man with very little conscience. I believe that God can change anyone thats why i still have hope for some.But i know that prophesy will be fulfilled and threes nothing we can do to stop that.I just hope and pray that at least a few will turn their lives around and come to Jesus Repent and live the life that Christ has laid down for us to follow.